New Favorites

NOT a songfantasy, just my new favorite things:
movie: still Shutter Island
colors: purple, cyan, blue
songs: bring me to life by evanescence, everywhere to me by michelle branch, scheisse by lady gaga, all you wanted by michelle branch, some other ones that i cant remember... breathe by anna nalick, white houses by vanessa carlton, you're not here by konami kukeiha club, breathe by michelle branch, sooner or later by michelle branch, loud music by michelle branch
artists: LADY GAGA<3, <3michelle branch<3, anna nalick, vanessa carlton
bands: evanescence, THE PRETTY RECKLESS<3, a day to remember, konami kukeiha club
actors: ben foster, joseph gordon levitt, brad pitt, jason segel
actresses: natalie portman, mila kunis, melanie laurent, diane kruger
shoes: still my Uggs, and my blue-laced converse cuz i wrote 2-19-11 on the toes. u find out what that date is
shows: glee, that 70's show, spongebob, degrassi, 1000 ways to die, freaks and geeks
activities: dancing, listening to music, kissing, hanging with my boyfriend, doodling, volleyball, sleeping
soo.... yeah :)

Somewhere Only We Know

i might have already posted a blog with this same title, but i'm listening to it again cuz i just saw the Winnie the Pooh movie trailer and it has this song in it. this song is amazing, by keane. i've never listened o any of their other songs, but this one is incredible. anyway, i dont have a particular fantasy for this song. all i picture is me and jason together and being all sweet, which is what we do most of the time anyway. sometimes we're in his room (which is the entire third floor of his house haha) and the lights are off and we're chillin on his couch and watchin tv and i take one look at him and it's like falling inmlove all over again. his eyes reflect the tv's light and he looks awesome. i literally think in my head, "wow, i'm lucky. this amazing boy is right next to me, he's sweet, cute, respectful, unique... perfect, and ALL mine" then he looks at me and of course gives me a kiss lol. i got back from his house a few hours ago. we didnt do much, but we got ice cream at petrucci's. yummy! although i'm sure that me licking my ice cream (which was abnormally stacked) probably looked incredibly wrong..... haha. okay, now the weird parts of this day. he was standing in front of me and he bent over to pick up the remote and i was on his couch and BAM! he lets one rip right into my face.... then laughed about it. he says it was an accident.... okay, sure. then he walked over to between his two beds and i heard another fart noise. he kept saying it was the floor but i dont think so, boy... OH! i got my 3 month present. its a little tiny diamond heart necklace. i LOVE it and i wear it every day. so... yeah. jasons band is performing on friday with texas in july, apparently an incredibly famous band. i'm so happy for him cuz he's wanted to be a rock star for years. shit, i forget what i was gonna type.... oh wait, i got it. me and jason are goin to chuck e. cheese for our 6 month. SCORE! i cant wait to go in those sky tubes. holy shit, this blog is like really long. oh and to my one follower, i'm sorry i deleted u on facebook. jason was getting annoyed with the comments u were making on my pic and statuses and didn't like that i was talking to u. so, i'm really sorry. believe me please, i feel bad about it cuz we were just starting to get along again. hope ur not mad at me. oh, by the way..... SCHOOL'S OUT BITCHES.

Because I'm Forced To

okaaay, the title of this one is true. a friend of mine is basically forcing me to write this blog for some reason. you know who you are... haha. so here it goes, my 3 month with jason was cool. went to the dogwood for a bit, and this guy started throwing beanbags at us and we played a game and won some yummy gum. then went back to his house, and I flatironed his hair for no reason at all. then I went back home and my mom basically flipped shit cuz I had another hickey on my neck, so she's mad at me, but it's worth it cuz it's funny how pissed off she gets. me ad jason are goin out to dinner later today to this pizza restaurant called california pizza kitchen. they have aaaamaaaazing white pizza. then he's gettin me a 3-month present but I don't know what it is. I gave him a card and I made an origami heart with a pocket and put a cute little note in it, along with the chorus lyrics of my song for him, 'your guardian angel' by the red jumpsuit apparatus. he loved it and was especially huggy and kissy when I gave it to him during school. by the way, schools ending soon!!! summer time! pools, tank tops, and barbecues. I'd mention flip-flops, but I'm stickin with sneaker and ugg boots this summer. I have a HUGE fear of feet. one time, jason wore one of my uggs and it was so tight on him that when I pulled it off it pulled off his sock so I freaked and turned around cuz I absolutely hate feet, which is why I'm never without socks unless I'm in the shower. so right now I'm playin sims 3, and I just made a big house and I had a baby, named her alana rose. I love that name haha. in english we're watchin the 60's version of romeo and juliet, and I love that movie, partially cuz all the montagues are hot and we see romeos butt. so....... yeah I don't have anything else, so bye now!

Jump, Then Fall

so this is bout my boyfriend jason. some chorus lyrics of this taylor swift song are 'whoa I'm feeling you baby, dont ever be afraid to jump then fall, jump them fall into me' and the song basically means don't be afraid to take risks with someone who loves u cuz that person will always catch you if u fall. I don't have a particular fantasy for this song, however, except for me singin this to him either in front of his house or in the school auditorium, although that'd never happen cuz I can't sing which really sucks. if I could sing then yeah, I'd sing this to him. so.... that's pretty much it, but it's not like anyones even gonna read this shit anyway haha

Your Guardian Angel

this is a song called 'your guardian angel' by the red jumpsuit apparatus. here I picture me and my new bf in this little wooded area I used to go to during the summer and there's snow everywhere. we're sharing a pair of headphones connected to my iPod with this song playing and we're in the middle of the area and slow dancing XD our heads are touching and we're just lookin at eachother the whole time. that's basically it for this song fantasy, but so far it's my absolute favorite cuz even tho we've been dating since Saturday he's like all I think about and he calls me cute names (sweetheart, cutie, baby, love, dear, beautiful, etc.) and he sed that I'm the only girl he thinks about and if he keeps talkin like that to me I'll be in love within a few weeks hahaha :)

Come Down With Love

okay I don't really have a fantasy for this song 'come down with love' by allstar weekend. so...... I have a new boyfriend. his name is Jason, he's the singer in one of the most locally famous bands in my town and it's called A World Once Silent. he's a ginger, 18, super shy and sweet and funny and just plain adorable. I went to a party of a mutual friend and he actually set me and Jason up and at the end of the party we went behind the party venue and kissed twice and I'm still in a flutter. so I am now taken and suuuuuper happy and excited. hahaha I hope to see him again soon sometime before the presidents day break is over. but I am literally beyond happy so..... yeah XD

You're Not Here

k so.... i heard this song by Akira Yamaoka during the first strip of ending credits at the end of one of my fave movies ever 'Silent Hill.' this is a very... different song. so i picture me on a seedy dive bar stage and for some reason i'm all decked out in 80's gear. big hair, big black scrunchie, leather vest with a ton of chains and zippers, and i have a leather skirt on but underneath that i got on awesome black mesh tights. and OF COURSE, if ur gonna go 80's, u have to wear the big black boot-heels. oh, and for some reaosn, my hair is big, curly, and BLONDE. lol. and i have the band behind me, with the bassist, lead guitarist, and drummer. its pretty awesome. so... yerp thats it. oh, this is so random, but today my moms fiance Seth threatened to take a massive crap in my room... ?! i dont know why, and it was SUPER awkward wen he said it... oh, and my new phrase is 'herp derp' yeah dont ask... :)